This is hard to talk about, as I feel the weight of trauma that has come about from this scapegoat curse. I'm also still undergoing a serious Underworld death process and it's hard to find my words or the energy to discuss things. But I have to speak or my voice won't heal.
So I'm going to keep this brief.
I previously described a curse-breaking ritual I did with the Three Fates, also called the Moirai, and Hekate Klothaie (the Spinner of Fate) back in December 2023.
I have also briefly described how I was magically buried alive in an Underworld soul cage. I sensed this for years, but had no confirmation. I saw myself with my lips sown shut, my hands and legs bound, trapped in a mirrored cage.
In December 2023, around the time I did the ritual with Hekate and the Fates, a Tantrik was invited to visit my family home in India, where I grew up. (I didn't find out about this until much later.) He knew, the moment he stepped onto the property, that there was a curse.
He knew where to look and began digging. He found a cast iron doll, a female form, that had been buried deep in the earth by our veranda. Blindfolded, gagged, hands and feet bound.
His intuition gave him some information about who buried it there and for what purpose. My intuition gave me more intel. I have uncovered more and more details of this crime, and how it has affected me, as the months have gone on.
There is more to say, but I am exhausted. The work of fighting my way out of this ancient darkness is a 24/7 thing.
I just had to say this, because as I wrote this post I could feel my throat chakra healing.