I feel like I need to say this, because I know some cult survivors (not necessarily from the cult I left) read this blog.
You need to know that the Divine does not support your former abusive guru/s.
A couple years after I left Twin Flames Universe, I found myself being pursued by Mary Magdalene. I was not interested. Apart from being unfamiliar with the Abrahamic paradigm and having an allergic reaction to Yeshua due to being preyed on ("evangelized to") my whole life, I associated Mary Magdalene with abuse because in TFU she was so closely affiliated with Shaleia/Megan (I call her Megan since leaving the cult tbh, so we're gonna go with Megan). I decided Mary Magdalene was a fucking bitch who enabled false priestesses to abuse me and others. And I was just not interested in whatever she had to say to me.
Mary Magdalene would not stop pursuing me. Sending gifts and little blessings into my life, which I angrily ignored. That went on for a while. Eventually, after being guided to listen to a couple of her followers online and meditating with her, I began to receive guidance and help in my life. And she told me that just as I had been the scapegoat of TFU, she had been - and still is - the scapegoat of Christianity.
Turns out she didn't approve of Megan's bullshit at all, and Megan had completely lost her favor. She was livid with Jeff and Megan and I literally did not know this, but apparently Mary Magdalene has some sort of incandescent fury that you can unlock when someone has done fucked up bad enough. And if someone has abused people and had the audacity to separate them from their Twin Flames, sabotaging their sacred love out of greed, they don't get to have Mary Magdalene as a spirit guide anymore. Oh ho ho, oh honey no, you done messed with the wrong ascended master and you do not want to find out what happens now.
Mary Magdalene wasn't at all the lovey lighty perfume-hoarding New Age sugar baby that Megan had made her out to be. She was like a raging female rabbi, a tempest, and a light force capable of subduing every demon in the Qliphoth.
A rebellious crasher of gates, a paradigm-breaker. There is a reason why they called her "hamartolos" - an outlaw, a sinner.
Communing with her was a surprise and very healing.
She ended up being with me throughout 2023, which also somehow psychically linked me up with the Jewish calendar and Jewish holidays for the whole of that year. I felt like I regained a part of my soul, which Jeff and Megan had tried to take away from me.
And I want people to know that if you have spirit trauma from being in a cult where occult powers were used against you, please know that the spirits that your cult leader claimed to have allied with...might have very different opinions.
The Divine does not support abusers and the Divine loves you too much to abandon you.
Every false priestess and false guru can be toppled from their throne, and in fact MUST fall for both you and them to be freed.
So take your power back. No Divine force can be used against your good heart, because nobody stands between you and God. Nobody.