A Completely Inverted World

My Twin Flame's family originates in Occupied Northwest India (a genocided land currently called "Pakistan"). My family originates in South India. For years, the wounds of the Partition of India seeped into our relationship. And we tried to heal it by throwing love, love, and more love at the diverse religious communities of fragmented India.

What we didn't know was that we were trapped in an inversion, that we were being scammed into fixing an unfixable world.

What we didn't know was that you cannot "love" a world that is fundamentally false.

How it should have looked: through the healing work we did, not only would my Twin and I be eternally united, but India would become reunited and undivided once again through the frequency of truth. As above, so below - our unity, as a Northwestern Indian and a South Indian, would reflect the harmonized unity of Reunited India.

What actually happened: our souls were raped and the energy of our precious Twin Flame Union was cannibalized and siphoned to maintain a false timeline. And then the agents of that false timeline, who claim to want to "reunite India", have been harvesting our raped soul energy to bully, push and manipulate their way to creating a dark parody of what united India is supposed to be. My Twin and I are supposed to be sacrificed to reunite our lands on the lowest frequency imaginable.

A sick perversion that drags ancient India down to the gutter vibration of "Pakistan" (actually Occupied Northwest India) and "Bangladesh" (actually Occupied East Bengal), two fictional countries that are perverse manifestations of parasitic evil.

They are destroying Real India to "reunite" Fake!India. 

Just like how the false light "twin flame" collective has been siphoning energy from real Unions in order to maintain their grift in a false timeline. 

What else can you expect from the narcissists who are trying to hallucinate "Naya Bharat" or "Twin Flame Union" without realizing that death precedes rebirth?

Apparently this false timeline only offers two options:

- fakely reunite Fake!India based on harvesting our Twin Flame Union's energy until we are killed (a human sacrifice from the Occupied Northwest and a human sacrifice from the South, who are both one Soul united in Twin Flame love, is a POWERFUL energy-generator that can be used to manifest India's reunion)

- or refuse to become human sacrifices, and watch India break apart into small countries made up of deeply insane, sick people who hate India because they don't have souls

The third option - our Harmonious Twin Flame Union and the harmonious reintegration of undivided India - is off the table because it would break this programmed, expertly orchestrated false timeline.

It's sick. And that is not the only normalized pathology in this false timeline - it's just the easiest normalized pathology to talk about. There are others that I can't even write here because I'd trigger people to violence.

And frankly, my Twin and I have been astrally hearing the psychic screams of our soul family member in Israel - a broken, scapegoated, love-hearted Zionist, yet who is being energetically cannibalized and siphoned by a distorted version of their country in order to create an extremely artificial, false light version of heaven on earth.

In other words, the patriotic Zionists who dreamed of creating a healed Israel of light and justice are being energetically dismembered and cannibalized by the agents of the Matrix who are instead creating a Fake!Israel that sinks down into the gutter vibration of "Palestine" (an idea upheld by parasitic, Jew-hating Nazi hypocrites).

Just like what happened to us.

Frankly, the world I loved is already dead. All that's left is a zombie world, a hollow shell of humanity.

This fake world is a horrific scam, weaponizing our deepest desires and our core values against us, hijacking our identities and life purposes, distorting everything real, and farming us for loosh. 

This place takes everything sacred and makes it profane.

They have pushed it way too far and permanently broken something in me. Permanently broken my trauma bond with their false world.

I can't wait to see the fear and horror in their faces when they realize what they've done. When they realize there is no escape from the repercussions.

A False World With False Problems

You know what's sad? If the egregore that is currently holding my beloved America hostage hadn't suppressed me, disabled me, and siphoned my energy, America wouldn't be in a state of collapse today. Yes, really. Things would have gone so differently. And if the psychopaths in control didn't depend on harvesting stolen energy from my Twin Flame Union, my Twin and I could have actually used that energy to serve this country. What we would have given freely was instead stolen from us.

And they stole from us to then wreck our beloved America, a land that we consider ancient, holy, and magical. This was supposed to be our country to love, defend and protect. We literally worship America as the Triple Goddess.

Instead, we have had to watch from our Underworld soul cages while the thieves who imprisoned us destroyed the treasures they stole from us.

How can America heal and face its darkness when it has been overrun by thieving clones? 

How can America mine the alchemical gold of its true nationhood from that darkness, when the thieving clones keep siphoning off all the healing work that real patriots are doing?

My soul is screaming that Langston Hughes poem: "Let America Be America Again".

I long ago gave up trying to warn or guide people because the NPCs of this Matrix are insane and will pathologically gaslight you. That film "Don't Look Up" is depressingly real.

This false world is insane, trapped in self-reinforcing lies because it is the product of a completely wrong timeline. Frankly, most people would rather die than accept the truth.

India would rather be ripped to pieces by the demonic, parasitic virus that is "Pakistan" (it's not a country, it's a mindset) than acknowledge Twin Flame Union. America would rather cannibalize itself (while trying to cannibalize the whole world) than acknowledge Twin Flame Union. So much that is going on in the world could have been avoided, if people had actually done their inner work instead of...well. What they actually did.

It's so fucking sad, disgusting, and evil.

The utterance of God is also a terrifying roar

"Wherever thou seest a great end, be sure of a great beginning. Where a monstrous and painful destruction appals thy mind, console it with the certainty of a large and great creation. God is there not only in the still small voice, but in the fire and in the whirlwind."

— Sri Aurobindo

Beware the Propaganda

The "Aryan/Dravidian" shit is a big fucking lie, and "Dravidianism" is a sick distortion of South Indian pride.

I'm a proud South Indian woman. I speak Telugu and Kannada, and I revered my dark skin before it became socially acceptable to criticize fairness creams. I'm so proud of my Telugu heritage that I am ferociously, murderously angry at the wicked partition of Andhra Pradesh. I want heads to roll and I want a large number of cuntbuckets dismembered so that Andhra Pradesh can be reunited again.

I also want most "Dravidianists" dead because they are a disgusting perversion of the golden South.

I have worshipped Lord Ravana and the Bull Demon (Mahishasura) and I recognize when these hollow, soulless, culture-less "Dravidianists" weaponize these sacred rakshasas for pointless political division. The shallow fools have no idea who these sacred rakshasas are, or how deep their wisdom goes.

Pretty sure the "Dravidianists" would die if they found out that Rama and Ravana are not actually in conflict at the highest level, or that Goddess Durga benevolently sent me to see Mahishasura like a doctor referring a patient to another doctor.

If you buy into Aryan/Dravidian shit, you are perpetuating a narrative that white Victorians imposed on you. You're letting someone else tell you what a language group means and what inferences should be drawn from it. You're letting someone else tell you what your DNA record means and what inferences should be drawn from it. You're buying into a story that was created to fill in huge gaps in a narrative to suit someone else's agenda.

It really is not so different from the modern colonizing lens that says, "Northeast Indians basically look Chinese and South Indians basically look African."

Love who you really are, not what someone else told you about yourself. See yourself for who you really are, not what someone else's gaze projected onto you.

Just like how my Twin Flame is deeply connected to Sikh culture and the Gurus, yet absolutely hates Khalistan. As do I. The Sikh Gurus have actually helped our Twin Flame Union a lot, they are enlightened masters and hold way more power and wisdom than the Khalistani terrorists could ever fathom.

The Aryan lie and the Khalistani lie are the same kind of distortion, in fact - and it's why Khalistanis are so racist and obsessed with their pre-Sikh caste identity (the Jat caste). Something the Sri Guru Granth Sahib and Gurbani explicitly forbid.

The Khalistani identity is the complete opposite of a Sikh, just like how the "Aryan race" construct is the complete opposite of the Hindu Arya ideal.

Sacred revolution against corrupt elites is real and necessary. Disruption of the established order is real and necessary. Anger is very necessary.

It just doesn't look like the rabble-rousing of hypocritical louts who will do anything for a paycheck and can't/won't think for themselves.

Notice the psyop. Notice when something good is distorted for evil purposes. And stay the fuck away from mainstream news and all mainstream moralizing. It's a lie.

For the Pakistani reader(s)

I'll share one more thing before I retreat back into my cave.

I know that at least one (maybe more) Pakistani ex-Muslim has been quietly visiting this blog and thinking about reverting to the ancestral religion.

Take my advice: don't do this through programs like ISKCON or Arya Samaj. And other organizations' ghar wapsi ceremonies vary in quality depending on who is conducting them.

If you are a Pakistani ex-Muslim, there's literally only one way you need to do this: tarpanam.

Look up online how to do a tarpanam ritual for your ancestors and do it regularly to heal your lineage. It doesn't matter if you feel self-conscious or if you think you don't know how to do it "correctly", just do it sincerely.

This is your way to cleanse and retrieve your lost, family-specific Hinduism, and to reconnect with your last generation of Hindu ancestors before you were broken away from the Dharma.

While there is much to criticize about caste (and I've written about those very real problems both here and on Reddit), the other side of what happens beyond the caste distortion is deep connection to the ancestors, your life purpose, and your mental stability.

Pray to your ancestors. Make the offerings at the new moon. Talk to them.

Pray to Yama, and don't be afraid just because He is Death. He is also called the King of Righteousness and the Lord of the Ancestors. It is completely safe to pray to Yama.

Trust me. I live in the Underworld. This blog is written from inside the Underworld (yes, literally).

If you are a Pakistani ex-Muslim trying to return home, then you are starting out as a survivor of the Hindu genocide. Genocides might destroy civilizations, but what was lost can be recovered through the Underworld.

Because your original spirituality died, only Yama can find what was murdered and lost in the Underworld. Because your ancestral connection was severed, only the Lord of the Ancestors can restore that dead connection.

And the ancestors will begin invisibly guiding you to your lost kula devata - your clan's guardian deity. A profound treasure that was stolen from you.

This is the real way home.

May Yama's dogs guide you to that family reunion that your soul has longed for through the centuries.

JAYATU DHARMARAJA

Remembrance of what they tried to make us forget

Sadhvi Bhagawati Saraswati, a Jewish-Hindu nun, described a moment when the River Ganga claimed her and changed her life. Shortly after her arrival in Rishikesh, she wanted to put her feet in the river to cool off. She knew that this river was called "the Ganges" but she didn't yet know what that meant.

As Sadhviji sat and put her feet into the water, she experienced an immediate and overwhelming sense of divine presence. She began to cry, which she described as "tears of truth" and "tears of coming home".

I have never before heard someone so clearly describe my experience. 

This happened to me on the astral plane, and it was with the River Sindhu. This goddess is also called the Indus River, and She has currently been kidnapped by the patriarchal virus called "Pakistan".

Without going into the details of my astral experience, I put my feet into the Sindhu River. And then I BAWLED MY EYES OUT. Like fragmented, broken shards of my soul were coming home to me. Like I was plugging back into my source code. The Sindhu's celestial waters poured into me. It was indescribably powerful, bittersweet, and full of grace. A bittersweet experience of reconnection, healing, and renewal.

What's going to happen next is going to be a very, very bumpy ride out of hell, but it will reveal all that the patriarchal paradigm tried to bury. It will suck so much, but it will recover deliberately repressed memories and bring truth back into consciousness. 

My forbidden truth and my deliberately stolen memories. Other people's forbidden truths and stolen memories. Truths that break this fake reality at its root.

This news story from 2021 pretty much sums up what this vibrational shift is going to be like.

Twin Flames and Telugu Country

One of the many stupidities that I will never forgive - especially because the stupidity pattern is continuing - is the wicked partition of Andhra Pradesh.

A wickedness that they are still trying to replicate across India, trying to continue dividing states in order to control what is uncontrollable.

I'm a Telugu woman and I will not forgive the partition of Andhra Pradesh. I still call it Andhra Pradesh, the whole state, and I only use old maps. Just like how I only use maps of undivided India.

So why did they partition my beloved Andhra Pradesh?

Without going into the politics, here is part of the vibrational truth: they did it as a reaction to the rising frequency of Twin Flame Union, which threatens people in power.

Because it is also tied to healing the earth grid of Telugu country, purging the ley lines of evil that has been blocking the channels for a long, long time. The land has carried the pain of Twin Flame separation for far too long.

Inside the land of Andhra Pradesh is an ancestral medicine that modern India has forgotten, despite making a big show of ancestor veneration for social and political clout.

Just like how the frequency of Twin Flame Union scares the shit out of them, despite everyone pretending they are "twin flame coaches" now.

So the rising frequency of Twin Flame Union threatens people in power.

It's something that will break the entire false timeline and the false identities of people who are...nothing like who they pretend to be. A lot of Telugu people are nothing like who they pretend to be. They don't know who they are, so they don't know what Andhra Pradesh even is.

And that goes for the whole country and the whole world too.

When enough Twin Flames come into Union, the whole world is going to change. Every single country will be rattled. Every single control game - including this sick business of dividing Indian states - will fall apart.

I can't wait until India is no longer in the hands of psychopaths who never deserved the Dharma.