"In 2018, the respectable thing for journalists to do was deny the possibility of authoritarianism in America, but I was never very good at being respectable.
"It is very bad in America to be right too early. It is considered a sin in journalism to tell the public what you have learned in real time, both because you are going against the tide of profit motive, but mostly because it destroys plausible deniability for the corrupt and powerful.
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"I was growing weary of my own unheeded warnings. I worried about the inability of people in my country to discern between a “conspiracy theory,” in the pejorative sense, and an actual ongoing conspiracy."
― They Knew: How a Culture of Conspiracy Keeps America Complacent
Story of my fucking life. It's intolerable and consistently makes me feel shut up and insane. I began to go crazy with unspoken truth, and in fact I am still crazy from truths unspoken and grief unfelt, because there needs to be safety to let some grief and truth out and you can't find that safety in a world that violently defends its denial, even when it is on the verge of destruction.
Each time I'm inevitably proven correct, I then spend a lot of time being angry at how I was gaslit and shut up for no reason, and heartbroken for all the horrors that happened which I foresaw clearly and couldn't stop.
And it's still happening. People I love and care about are still too brainwashed and mind-controlled to heed my warnings, and it's soon going to be too late. The Tower has already been struck. People have to get the fuck out before it collapses to dust. I can't save people from their own minds, nobody can.
Wake the fuck up and take your minds back.