I was right about every motherfucking thing and I am so angry. I have tried to post about it before on this blog, and was immediately hit with so much energetic censoring and psychic attack that I had to take those blog posts down.
I just want people to know that if your gut knows something is off, and all this cultural conditioning and spiritual programming interferes to guilt you, to misuse psychological language and misuse empowerment language to shut you down, YOU ARE BEING FUCKED WITH. Your gut was right. Your "judgmental" attitude was right.
I am so angry that I was right the whole time. I am so angry that I had to battle through a fog of narcissistic mind control to give myself the love and validation that I needed. I am so angry about the pointless mental and emotional turmoil that this false programming put me through and how needlessly I suffered, doubting my intuition for NO FUCKING REASON.
Please do not doubt the wisdom of your womb and her immaculate bullshit detector.
Please trust yourself because there are occult "adepts" out there who think they own the Gods and want to harness our life force energy. It's funny that they constantly blame the Church for shutting down witches and making consorting with spirits a crime, when that's exactly what they do!
The modern witch hunt is not happening at the hands of a Church that fears competing spiritual power. The modern witch hunt is being led by the Established Coven of Mystical Experts, which is exactly like the medieval Christian Church. They want to own access to Divine power. They want to siphon our sexual energy, our magic, our wisdom, our sacred Love and our soul's connection to the Gods.
This is a real thing and let me tell you, it is a CRIME for someone to try and cut off your connection to your ancestral Gods. It is a fucking sin.
A few days ago I said that Bagalamukhi had returned to me after a jealous, interfering force had tried to separate me from Her fierce love. Well, a lot has happened since then.
Everything I suspected about this cabal of false adepts is now being confirmed again and again and again. And they relied on lies to separate me from my Goddess.
TO SEPARATE ME FROM MY GODDESS.
Let me tell you, false adepts, She is not fucking happy with you. She is not happy with the way Her cultus has been deformed by your energy-hoarding, wisdom-stealing, scapegoat-murdering "traditions" that purport to venerate Her but have catastrophically failed.
She is not happy that, for centuries, you have groomed people to accept abuse from Her so-called priests and gurus with stories like Ekalavya cutting off his thumb for an obscene false guru. Oh, look at his devotion! Look at his purity! Let's learn to cut off BOTH our thumbs so we can exceed Ekalavya's "devotion"!
She has been liberated from the cage your sampradayas put Her in. You are not adepts or wise enlightened masters. You are parasites.
She rages for the corpses of your many Ekalavyas and Karnas over the centuries. For the wasted potential, the stolen lives, the burdens that scapegoats bore so that guru lineages could continue for centuries and boast about how they kept tradition alive.
She remembers where you buried every body. She felt the tears of every chela who was soul-raped by their guru. She recoiled at your arrogance when, having believed you "claimed" Her, you tried to subtly sabotage your disciples from knowing Her unconditional love.
And you had the audacity to turn your lies into actual mind control? You had the audacity to misuse occult powers to fix your lies into the collective consciousness? You had the audacity to psychically gatekeep other people's access to Divine power, because you were petty, jealous bitches who wanted to be gods over us?
FUCK. YOU.
You have lost Her favor, assholes.
What happens when a vampire can't drain blood anymore? I can't WAIT to find out.