"I once overheard someone say: “The fact that you don’t have money shouldn’t stand in the way of your healing. Just do it.” I was shocked. In the heart of the challenge of meeting our basic needs, it is all most of humanity can do to endure and survive until things improve. Quite apart from the obvious fact that those living under economic duress cannot afford some of the healing services they need, their consciousness is often so overwhelmed with survivalist anxiety that the last thing they are thinking about is transformation. Food on the table trumps those considerations. For many of us, healing services are an unaffordable luxury. May we not forget that, and may we not shame those who are simply trying to stay alive from moment to moment. Rather than shame them, let us lift them up with emotional and economic support. You want to invite the healing of humanity? Give wherever possible."
― Humanifestations: On Trauma, Truth, and Transformation
I feel like I can't say this enough. Spiritual growth and healing should not just be for the privileged. God should not just be for the privileged. Twin Flame Union should not just be for the privileged.
Right now, I am enduring until things improve. I do what meditation and healing I can each day while trying to survive and keep a roof over my head. Sometimes all I can manage are my daily prayers. Apart from financial constraints, there are Bindings in place to shut me up, attack me when I'm healing, threaten me with death and prevent the release of trauma.
If your inner work isn't under the binding of a persecution wound/Witch Wound or if you have the innate health, money, and physical vitality to get the support you need to regulate your nervous system and purge karmas, you aren't necessarily wiser or more advanced than earnest seekers who don't have your privileges. It is Grace that has opened the road for you, not your inherently more enlightened efforts.
And this is something I am mindful about too. As hard as it is for me to simply survive what's happening, I know others who have been under even more vicious spiritual attack than what I'm going through, who were actively interfered with in such invasive, skillful ways that even when they wanted to heal their hearts, they couldn't.
The only difference between my "progress" and theirs is, again, Grace.
And I pray that EVERYONE is extended that Grace. We're all in this together. We all deserve to fucking feel better. We all deserve to not be endlessly re-traumatized. We all deserve to know God. And for those of us who are on the Twin Flame path, we deserve our Unions and so do the Twin Flame seekers who seem "low vibrational".
Yes, they may get caught up in the false light of the entire existing "twin flame" collective (all of the current Twin Flame information out there is parasited now, and connected to false ascended masters/imposter entities feeding on people's abandonment wounds), but don't they deserve the Grace to get real healing, real freedom, and real connection with their Twin Flames?
Don't congratulate yourself for getting out of a trap that they got caught in. That was privilege and Grace, not because you're so clever and better than them, or because you're more "deserving" of your Twin Flame Union than they are.
We're all messed up, trying our best, and being endlessly interfered with by a polluted, decaying social order that's fighting to keep its power. Let's try to remember that. Love does not see a hierarchy of deservingness.