As a follow-up to this post, I want to tell people that this multi-dimensional narcissism is part of the mechanism that keeps us hypnotically asleep, enslaved and unable to wake up to God. There is far more interference in our free will - biologically, societally and multi-dimensionally - than conventional spirituality wants to admit. Our free will is not so free.
Read Trapped in the Mirror by Elan Golomb, one of the first books ever written about narcissistic abuse. The title alone shocked me when I came across the book, because at the time my heart healing practice was giving me a creepy and sinister result: I would see my reflection in the mirror as if she was trapped inside it, banging on the glass from the other end.
I was so creeped out that for months I stopped being able to look into mirrors. Little did I know that I was finally seeing the truth. My heart healing work had begun to break the deep chains of ancient, multi-lifetime, multi-dimensional narcissistic abuse and enslavement.
Facing these dark truths about humanity's shadow side, about the unbelievable malignant energy that can come through any unconscious human to attempt to kill you, is one of the hardest challenges I've ever had to face.
But each time I did, I began to feel grounded again. As I accepted what I didn't want to accept, the disillusionment released blockages that could not be released any other way. It was horrible, it made me fear for my sanity, but it actually rescued me from insane deception. An insane collective psychosis that this entire planet is caught up in. This is real grounding practice.
In my opinion, we need to face the deception that holds our false civilization together in its fake orderliness and fake peace, and gently dismantle the denial that has been protecting us from the awful truth.
The heartbreaking, terrifying truth.
There is no other road to real, grounded, sane, safe Love.