I am continually untangling so many lies and distortions designed to control my mind at deeper levels than I ever thought possible, and sometimes the untangling process feels truly insane.
Leaving the false universe of the demiurge and its false laws, which literally include me being fated to act as a sin-eater, feels more insane than I can describe.
I am angry that I am being continually proven right about a bunch of things that I was gaslit to all hell about. Proofs are coming in now regarding stuff that I received psychic feedback about for a long time.
I was right the whole time and I was made to feel paranoid and delusional for no fucking reason. I am angry.
I am exhausted.
This battle is not over yet, but today I was looking over stuff I wrote a couple years ago when I was listening to Hekate, who appeared as a dreadful and darkly beautiful Maiden (the vibe that comes closest to it would be Wednesday Addams, but with an air of violence that the amazing Netflix series captures). This Dark Maiden showed me and told me several things...many of which are coming true now.
The deceptions, cleverly hidden, are now being revealed. The whole nasty game of the false reality is unraveling.