"This constant lying is not aimed at making the people believe a lie, but at ensuring that no one believes anything anymore. A people that can no longer distinguish between truth and lies cannot distinguish between right and wrong. And such a people, deprived of the power to think and judge, is, without knowing and willing it, completely subjected to the rule of lies. With such a people, you can do whatever you want."
― Hannah Arendt
There is an inner part of me that is feral, wise and totally abandoned in the Underworld. She has warned me many times: "You have no idea how deep the rot goes. Your idealism is going to get us killed."
And I have been repeatedly shown how deep it goes. It's staggering. It's treacherous to the point of being mentally destabilizing. It's unbearably evil and disgusting.
It's dark enough to make you want to die. Evil enough to make you forget Love.
It hides. Lurks under the surface of conscious awareness, poisoned by the lies that our society doesn't want to acknowledge.
Beware your denial. Beware the terror that makes you want to run away from the disillusionment.
The only way we can move forward is to let our hearts break, to face the darkness without trying to create a story about it. This is what real ascension into the higher frequencies looks like. It looks like disillusionment, loss, sudden jealousy from people you never expected it from, the destruction of old ideas and dreams, and the exposure of ugly realities that were previously hidden by pretty, pretty lies.
The Matrix is pure deception.