What I have gone through, and am still going through despite having broken free to some level, is comparable to what is described in the Epstein files. I recognize the depth of terror and torment described by satanic ritual abuse survivors like Jeanette Archer, Anneke Lucas and Cathy O’Brien, because I have gone through occult abuse and torture so serious that
My.
Soul.
Was.
Raped.
The circumstances of my abuse was not exactly the same as what the Epstein survivors and other SRA survivors describe. Our experiences are very different in their specific details (including our spiritual evaluations of what happened), but the intensity of the pain and severity of the torture are strikingly similar. Even when the content of our experiences diverges, the weight of it all and the level of horrifying pain exist on the same scale.
When I was facing absolute darkness, listening to their testimonies made me feel less alone. Someone else suffered in the darkness as I did. Someone else had the exact same psychic torture experiences as I did. Someone else out there knew.
These SRA survivors are the only people - besides my Twin and a small group of crazy-from-pain people I know - who understand the torture, horror, and mind control that I have endured.
When I said that I was a human sacrifice locked up in the Underworld, I actually got hate mail from screeching online bullies.
When I explained myself to anyone, or tried to reveal what was happening on this planet, I was ignored, mocked, gaslit, and attacked.
When I said that the occult abuse I went through was specifically targeting my Twin Flame connection (my Twin Flame also went through this), I was met with incredulity and more ridicule.
And there's more. If I were to open my mouth and talk about the specifics of what has happened to me, I think even now nobody would believe it. People are JUST waking up to this by reading those Epstein files, but what's in those files is not even 1% of the truth.
Some of us have survived horrors that you literally don't even know how to imagine.
What I have gone through would disillusion the whole world and make people commit suicide. And frankly, the people who have supported this harmful world system and mocked my pain deserve to commit suicide. My rage towards the narcissists' flying monkeys is as strong as my rage towards the narcissists themselves. If you enabled this energy-siphoning structure and shouted me down when I found the immense courage to timidly speak my painful truth, you are complicit.
You are so fucking complicit.
Without my Goddess I would have had no way through this. And I will not forget that I had nobody but my Goddess.