"All Hindus shall be driven out of Sindh like the Jews from Germany."
— G. M. Syed (on the ethnic cleansing of Northwest India's native population to create a fictional entity called "Pakistan")
The human body is a temple of God. A human being acts as a microcosm of their world/macrocosm. The soul-rape of a human being - my direct, brutal experience - is a microcosmic expression of the genocide of a civilization.
It's why my recovery from soul-rape is coinciding with the destruction of a completely false Christian and Islamic fascist world built on the stolen wisdom of colonized peoples. It's why my recovery from soul-rape is coinciding with a reckoning over every type of subjugation based on race, gender, sexuality, etc.
It's why my recovery process has taken me into the agonizing depths of my ancestral genocide, the Hindu genocide that is still ongoing. A story of massacre, mass slave trafficking, temple destruction, university destruction, institutionalized gangrapes, institutionalized mass suicide to avoid institutionalized gangrapes, theft of scholarship, theft of identity, theft of artifacts, reversal of narratives, apartheid, land theft and horror at such a colossal scale that I think I'm going to collapse every time I even think about it.
There are no words to describe the devastation that Hindus (and our kin, the Sikhs, Jains and Buddhists) endured, and are continuing to endure.
And it will get much worse before it gets better.
I recognize all of it as a macrocosmic expression of exactly what happened to me. And it's STILL ongoing. The quest for Ghazwa-e-Hind (the "conquest of India" promised to the Muslims by their prophet in their hadith) hasn't ended, and Christian missionaries - who bring spiritual genocide wherever they go - are feening for Hindu blood like the vampires they have always been, openly proclaiming their intention to mass-convert India to Christianity.
It's why my recovery from soul-rape is triggering their psychotic determination to complete the soul-rape of India. I am a microcosmic expression of the land goddess of India, and these colonizers got used to keeping my soul in a cage, where they could eat her and rape her with impunity.
It's why I had to confront nasty, nasty psychic brainwashing that astrally attacked me when I began to release the big lie of the "Aryan race" that was so hammered into the collective unconscious that it held on even though I actually never believed in it, even though I've said for years that the "Aryan Invasion Theory" is fictional and the basis for a mass psychosis among white people and Muslims (who both love this fanfiction because it absolves them of guilt, apparently).
Even with all of my conscious decolonization, the lie of an "Aryan race" invading India and bringing Hinduism into India had been creepily inserted into the unconscious to siphon my energy and control me.
When I shook it off, it was like I had control over my own mind again. I also experienced reconnection with my ancestors.
We have been colonized in countless ways. Our memories and voices have been erased in countless ways. There is SO MUCH amnesia.
Just like how the black Africans who built Egypt have been erased from Kemetic history, and now everyone imagines the ancient Egyptian world as Arab/Vaguely Brown in appearance.
The Aryan Lie was meant to create the same wetiko-powered Deep Fake in India. Erasing the Islamic invasion by transferring their appearance and "conquest" onto a native people who literally worship the Indian subcontinent's sacred geography as their religion.
Kind of like how a tyrant's consciousness is inserted into their slave's psyche to control them.
There is a film from 2017 called "Get Out" that needs to be watched. It's about the enslavement of the African psyche, but it also explains how the Aryan False Mask was inserted into the Hindu Indian mind, including my horrifying experiences (the movie just replaces magical causes with scientific causes).
"South Asia" is an artificial term that colonizes the Indian subcontinent through a Western European and Islamic lens.
Frankly, so is the disgusting, cowardly word "Indic", which makes me want to vomit.
The Indian subcontinent, and the Indian identity, is a way of life that is neither Eurocentric nor Islamocentric/Arab-centric.
And decentering my worldview from these colonizer lenses has taken me way deeper into my unconscious mind than I ever realized I needed to go.
Beneath the false light there are screams of subjugated people in the Underworld. I've heard the screams of Native American children in my dreams and I experienced archetypal patterns and spirit guidance that showed how my horrifying soul-rape experience was connected to the Native American genocide (I was born on the American continent, so what happened to this land affects me) and the horrific ordeals of enslaved and subjugated African-Americans - the descendants of Pharaohs and builders of the Pyramids who were culturally broken by Christians and Muslims and had their civilizational glory stolen.
This cycle of horror has produced the deepest distortions of history across all cultures, has warped our collective perception on the deepest level, and has inserted lies into our blind spots.
Subjugated the souls of polytheist cultures (and non-proselytizing ancestral traditions, like Judaism).
Programmed an entire false reality.
When they genocide a subjugated people, they feed on that harvested energy - the infamous "loosh" that the Prison Planet community discusses.
And the way ancient civilizations were destroyed is EXACTLY how Twin Flame Unions were historically destroyed.
Which is why the rebirth of Twin Flame Union spells doom for the dark empires built over the bones of these ancient civilizations.
These three movies (out of them "Article 370" is my favorite and possibly one of the most healing, soul-nourishing, validating, and comforting Hindi films I have EVER watched in my life) describe how demon-possessed Kashmiri Muslims, infected with the virus of India's invaders, raped Kashmir's soul...and what the effects of such soul-rape are.
- Baramulla
- Article 370