What sets aside a revolution as sacred is when it comes at a time when genuine transformation rather than superficial change is possible. Change takes courage. We have to be willing to let go of what we have known, and bear uncertainty, whilst we explore new possibilities and eventually evolve into a new way of being. Even with that willingness there are times when a pattern of the past has become so lodged in the psyche that gentle evolution is not possible. You could imagine it like a person screaming in unnecessary panic. You may try talking to them in soothing tones, but if they are about to jump in a car and drive away, putting themselves and others in mortal danger, then a sharp slap might be in order to snap them out of hysteria and into the present moment. It’s extreme but it’s helpful and necessary.
― Goddess Kali And Black Obsidian card, from the Crystal Mandala Oracle by Alana Fairchild
When Kali raises Her hand some people interpret the mudra as, "Fear not." I interpret it as, "PLEASE STOP SCREAMING. IT'S FINE."
That's where I am these days. Flailing in genuine terror and genuine gratitude as the fierce mercy of The Tower card enters my entire reality.
Gentle evolution is not possible right now. Graceful ego death is not possible right now. Sometimes shit is messy and terrifying, and there is collateral damage and illogical madness as Kali demolishes everything. Everything.