Some Real Talk

I'm going into retreat mode again to deal with the next layer of this problem, and also the next level of dark rebirth that my soul is going though.

While I appreciate the emails I've gotten and the conversations I've had, I will not be responding to anymore emails unless you're able to help. I definitely won't reply to emails that are spell-begging or asking me to channel Hekate for you (why do I get so many of those? fuck off), and I'm no longer available for chats.

This is crisis mode. Even though I know this rebirth is intended to be apocalyptic, even though I am one of the souls here to bring about the end of era, this process is utterly brutal. There is no room for denial.

My friends have died because of this; I know others like me who are struggling and isolated (this process is isolating by nature). The world is undergoing an evolutionary upgrade that is shaking our civilization and our metaphysical reality to the core. An age is ending on deeper and deeper levels than could be imagined. 

Do not underestimate this turbulence; I am walking an Underworld road of soul alchemy strewn with the skulls of people who attempted the path before me. So is my Twin Flame. So are you. 

This is a war. Email me only if you're able to help.

Don't Give Up.

"You can chain me, you can torture me, you can even destroy this body, but you will never imprison my mind."

― Mahatma Gandhi

Despite what it looks like on the outside, the Prison Planet is faltering. After surviving more horror shit recently, and after learning that a mentor of mine died from this soul-rape/energy harvesting, I had a dream in which Gandhiji appeared to me.

He was sitting at his spinning wheel, and he told me that he was spinning for my Swarajya (spiritual sovereignty, freedom and self-rule). 

Although he was an orthodox Hindu in his lifetime and I'm a very rebellious female Tantrik, although he advocated nonviolence whereas I'm much more like Shaheed Bhagat Singh, there was no discord between us. He truly felt like Bapu to me, like my ancestor and my friend.

It was made clear to me that Gandhiji, acting as the Spinner of Freedom, was spinning the thread of fate just like how I have seen the Moirai do under Hekate's power.

He is a spiritual guide of all who take up the fight against the Matrix and its demiurge.

His presence is an omen. The Prison Planet is faltering, even if it doesn't seem like that on the outside. Freedom will come. Love always wins.

Love. Always. Wins.