It's been confirmed to me that I will not be able to continue this blog. This blog post explains why.
I actually have a lot to say, but...while this is happening, much must be kept secret. And the messy nature of spiritual awakening makes it impossible to talk about things even when you think you can find the right words. As they say, to tell the truth about magic is to lie about it.
I am escaping humanity's collective maladaptive daydream that they generated by keeping my soul in a cage. I am leaving the mass psychosis.
It is a mindfuck to realize you're waking up from a hypnosis that was beaten into you by a demiurge's warped perception of reality. It's painful and it's dangerous.
My trauma bond with human civilization is over and I am increasingly free of their collective shadow. I pray that my heart continually opens to real Love, even as everything else around me burns.