My Mother Kali

One last thing before I return to my cave where the Dhuni is fed with my rage.

Over the past 2 years, as I've broken through layers of vicious gaslighting, the goddess Kali has shown me Her real naked fury. Messy, violent, liberating FURY.

She began connecting me with ancient Telugu ancestresses of mine who had been fucked over by our narcissistic, nasty family exactly as I had been. Ancient Telugu ancestresses who radiated RAGE, just like the Black Mother.

She began killing people who had tried to kill me. Fun fact: Kali cleanses polluted ley lines by spilling the blood of evil-doers on those ley lines, feeding the soil.

There are a lot of distortions in mainstream teachings about Kali, like A LOT. 

The "gurus" bypass trauma entirely and misinterpret every aspect of what it means for Kali to cut your head off. Just like they misinterpret the meaning behind so much of her iconography, right down to the number of skulls in Her garland.

And for that matter, as Kamakala Kali is reintroducing me to Sri Vidya from a whole different perspective, I am releasing so many twisted half-truths I was told about both Kamakala Kali AND Sri Vidya.

The All-Powerful Black Mother of the Universe has been watered down, domesticated. Her teaching of savage liberation twisted into yet another way to keep people locked into a cage.

It's not like watering Her down for public consumption actually did anything. Now I've discovered that there are some False Light morons in the "lightworker" community wailing about how Kali is a mean false goddess who represents "satanic" and "evil" power.

They fear Her wrath. 

Do you know why Mother Kali is the Goddess of Time? Because She destroys the Matrix. She destroys manufactured false ascension timelines like She destroys narrative control over history. Not only does She collapse false timelines that are kept running by the fuel of deep lies and illusions, She also destroys the handlers keeping those timelines in place. 

If you watch Season 1 of "Umbrella Academy", the handlers managing the Official Timeline, Number 5's plot, and Vanya's apocalyptic awakening from sedation...are all distorted, inverted elements of what really happens when the tranquilized Dark Goddess wakes up from an amnesia spell and destroys the Official Timeline by making everything go BOOM.

So of course these thieves dancing in the False Light, these handlers of the Official Timeline, will call that "satanic". Of course they will fear and demonize Her wrath, which rips apart their narrative control.

Because they can smell what's coming, and they're afraid. Their Long Con is faltering. And when it's over, IT'S OVER.

My Amma is the Goddess of the Apocalypse.

On Twin Flames Universe + Unspeakable Abuse

Part of the taboo truth I mentioned has to do with Jeff and Shaleia/Megan (I call her Megan since leaving the cult) and their cult, which gaslit me to the brink of suicide. Apart from their spiritual attacks on my Twin Flame journey (they have to destroy real Unions to maintain their grift), they led and encouraged a massive psychic scapegoating operation against me that was entirely based on ableism.

I almost died because of their ableism.

And that needs to be said, because these cuntbuckets are out here squawking self-righteously about their fake "autism activism", and Megan is going so far as to pretend she has autism now because ChatGPT told her so. 

These people are liars. 

They are hiding and masking the exact abuse that they've done to other people behind the scenes - including what they did to me.

Jeff and Megan are not just ableists, they are eugenicists. They have no business saying a single word about neurodivergence. They belong on their knees, in front of a firing squad. And so does every other cult member in there who was complicit in ableist abuse.

I haven't talked about this publicly because frankly, the documentary filmmakers proved to me that they are not at all ready to have an honest conversation about ableism and how deeply ingrained it is in this false, sick civilization.

And I knew my perspective and my rage would be unpopular. My perspective, my Truth, would not fit the narrative that the documentaries wanted to put out there.

My Truth is never popular. While I was in the Twin Flames Universe cult, I was the odd one out because I didn't suck up to Jeff and Megan. Now I'm the odd one out because of my Truth of how Jeff, Megan and most of that cult nearly killed me with their vicious ableism.

For years I haven't been able to talk about it. I have had to fight my way out of an Underworld cage of psychic scapegoating. Following Hekate's torchlight, and trying to rebuild basic faith. Being endlessly re-traumatized as I learned how the scapegoat curse operated. Facing constant triggers about tainted spiritual truths and tainted spiritual connections, like with Paramahansa Yogananda (Jeff and Megan seriously damaged my ability to trust him). And learning - far too many times - that my taboo Truth has not been welcome in this false Matrix.

It's like the same groupthink I fought against while inside TFU, became the same groupthink I have been facing after leaving TFU. Nothing actually changed.

For years I've had to keep silent because the mass psychosis, the mass cognitive dissonance around ableism, is shocking. It's become clear that most people would rather die than admit they were wrong about me, and about people like me. And it's why I have had to be very, very careful.

My Truth is ugly, raw, real, and doesn't match the lovey-lighty language of the false self-help world or the social mores people cling to. My Truth doesn't fit a narrative of fake spirituality that is built on a foundation of ableism. My Truth is confronting, scary and threatening.

But the time for Truth is coming.

Everyone's masks are gonna get ripped off real soon.

Ending The Tyranny of False Light

On this Amavasya and in honor of Hekate's Deipnon, I thought I would give a small update for my readers.

The Underworld awakening process has reached a tipping point - and once 51% of your consciousness awakens, it triggers a huge shift in the whole of your consciousness. No matter how small that inner majority is, it’s still a majority which will tip the scales in favor of raging fiery Love.

Which is why it's safe for me to make an update now, albeit a small one. This dark awakening is now unstoppable. It has reached a point where even the soul-rapers cannot reverse the direction of the momentum.

In the falling away of everything that was familiar, in the shedding of everything that once held me and gave me a sense of belonging and safety, there is also the growing momentum of my taboo, demonized Truth. The life this body lives will now be driven only by the Truth. 

And it's time for the Truth to win. It's time for the Prison Planet to be destroyed and for the archons to be stabbed to be death with their own fucking knives.

May all official narratives fall apart under the exposing light of Hekate Phosphoros.

May all self-serving false histories be utterly torn apart, revealing the secrets they tried to bury.

May the mass psychosis of False Light be viciously ripped to shreds by inconvenient Truth.

May the spell of amnesia be burned away in dragonfire.

May all the fraud shamans, false priestesses, false coaches, false therapists, false imitation "twin flames", false doctors, and false gurus fall screaming into the Second Death.

Kill them all, Mother. 

Kill. Them. All.