The Mystery of Chidagni

There is no psychic in the world who can read on Twin Flames or who can tell you who your Twin Flame is. 

Most of the people who believe they are teaching this journey are trapped in frequency prisons that are fed by their egos. Rats pretending to be swans.

And, in response to so much soul-rape and absolute artifice masquerading as awakening, now the Mystery has veiled itself more than ever, and has retreated to a secret hiding place in the Underworld. The Twin Flame frequency has retreated completely, and the gates are not only locked but hidden. We will witness a total implosion of the "twin flame" community over the coming years.

They no longer have a feeding source for their delusions. And so they will spiral further and further into darkness and ignorance, clinging to robotically manifested false "unions" and dogma that became empty of Truth long ago.

The Temple of Love is now hidden and well-protected.

A pathway will always exist for the few rare seekers, but now you have to find it in quite a different way. You must find the secret way to the heart-lotus and those frauds of the False Light will not even know what that is.

As the Twin Flame frequency retreats into secret darkness, I suppose so shall I. But I have left behind a guide for you to follow.

She Roars AUM

When the dragon roars, that roar is AUM.

When the dragon breathes fire, that fire is AUM.

Do you remember the episode of A:TLA when Aang and Zuko seek out the original firebending masters? The dragons roar AUM. You can see the bliss in Aang's and Zuko's faces.

AUM is roaring in my heart right now, like a dragon, and I'm in tears.

She. Is. Here. 

Kali Amma is within. No guru can lead you to Her.

"It’s so much easier to study than act,

to philosophise than go looking for the Self.

Losing the scriptures in the thick fog of my practice,

I stumbled on second sight."

— Sri Lalleshwari

Our Dark Mother, Smashana Kali

She is here, and I'm drunk with love for Her.

The era of False Light, the era of abusers masquerading as good people, is over.  The era of lies covering up Truth is over. The era of abusers appropriating the stories of their victims is over.

As my Twin Flame cuts his thumb and smears his blood as a tilak on my forehead, the prison is burning down.

Energetic rapists like Jeff and Megan will be destroyed in a specific time frame now. So will many false gurus who are running cults. 

Long ago, when Jeff Ayan refused to get on a video call with me when I was trying to tell him that what he was doing was labor trafficking, Kali told me that Jeff refused to get on that call because he was afraid of seeing Her face.

Smashana Kali's face.

He was running and hiding from Smashana Kali's face.

Over time, I dismissed that whisper of the Dark Mother in my ear, because so much happened. And I lost faith. I even wondered if that was actually a real memory or a false memory. But recently, as I've been burning in the divine witch-fire of Kali sadhana, I suddenly found a record of that moment in one of my journals. I had forgotten that I had written it down right after Kali said that to me.

She. Is. Here.

May the whole world become Her charnel ground.

The Rahasya of Dhumavati

They know She's dangerous. They know that their spiritual bypassing tricks can't work on Her. Dhumavati is a terror that most of this world - including the false collective of false feminists/false yoginis - can't bring themselves to face. This is the goddess who strips Cersei Lannister bare. Who destroys the illusion.

Because She doesn’t play by the rules that depend on keeping a designated scapegoat small, and people who are experts at playing that scapegoat game don’t know what it’s like when the game is suddenly taken away.

Dhumavati is the Love that sets you free, though it looks like chaos while the chains are being broken. Her terrifying Truth is the kind of truth that shakes foundations. Destroys happy homes. Destroys families who don't want to admit that their domestic bliss is built upon the corpses of scapegoats.

Dhumavati is the Love that threatens everything. The Love that will not tolerate anymore cover-ups, anymore lies. The Love that makes Her gaze utterly terrifying.

So no, they don't want to face Her. They can't. They told themselves too many lies, and now the Truth has become dangerous. The Truth has become deadly.

And if you're ready to wake up, She is ready to rip all masks off. We are living in Her Mystery now, on the eve of Pralaya.

There IS a way out

Reason says
the world is limited in these six directions —
north, south, east, west, up, and down —
there is no way out.

Love says
there is a way, and I have traveled it many times.

― Maulana Jalaluddin Rumi

Raktabija and MK Ultra-style Mind Control

I received a touching email about my Kali post, and it looks like a lot more people are going through what I've been going through.

While I don't feel like going into detail about Raktabija right now, as I really just need to retreat back into my cave and complete the rest of the journey that has opened up since I made it to the tipping point - it's also true that many of us are waking up from a mass glamoring spell of extremely sophisticated mind control that has been designed to keep us subdued, controlled slaves. 

So all I'll say is this: when you understand what Raktabija is, you understand why Kali is the Goddess of the Apocalypse.

Everything that people talk about re: the Prison Planet is essentially expert, multi-dimensional, slave programming and mind control. In some cases, it manifests as self-sustaining, sentient-A.I. mind control programming that rewrites itself to avoid deletion. An internal programmer designed to sabotage every step towards liberation, designed to prevent its own destruction. And it was put in place to prevent our ascension.

It's expert and terrifying. And when you look at the myth of Raktabija, and how Kali finally destroys him...it all starts to make a bit more sense.

While you're at it - if you have a devotional relationship with Dhumavati, ask Her to show you what role Her winnowing basket plays in the process of mind control destruction and soul individuation.

I can't explain it because it is mind-bogglingly crazy. Simple but also very complex. But if you have a devotional relationship with Dhumavati, you can ask Her directly to show you. I'm not at all capable of discussing these issues in depth right now.